consider anything, only don't cry

exams are finally over. zomgttm.

ballet on tuesday made me feel like total utter complete crap. seriously. like the worst i've ever felt in a long time. and it'll be in my mind for the longest time ever. i hate this feeling. it's knowing that i'll never be on par with anyone. knowing that i've got nothing. nothing at all, while some just get everything. it sucks knowing that i've worked so hard and it all boils down to nothing. maybe i'm not meant to dance. okay, bullshit. i still want to dance. give me a miracle please?

i am having a headache.

met the pj people today. been forever since i've met them. didn't really get to talk much. but cool shit. missed them a lot. too bad tammie had to leave so early. and the celebration for ben was the best. haha. the hard rock people made him stand on a chair at centrestage, with a spotlight on him. and he was holding this sundae shit with a candle. so he had to beg people to sing him his birthday song and the hard rock people were like what? i can't hear you. what? what did you say? haha hilarious shit. then they were like what's your name and what do you want? haha. they said that like quite a few times. then we finally sang the song for him. woohoo. thennnnn. he had to turn around and the waitress was holding his sundae in front of the chair. so imagine this, his ass is facing his sundae. then another waitress gave him this damn long straw and put it between his legs. so he had to bend down, and blow out the candle through the straw. hahahahahahhahahahaha. damn bloody funny i tell you. whee. kay. next up is kell's birthday!

so, next few evenings seem packed. but my day time is like totally free. wheeeeee.

mmmpfts.

i'm bored out of my mind. seriously. and i've run out of books to read. yes. i have. that's one of the most depressing things. poots.

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