:(

DAMNIT. i HATE, ABSOLUTELY HATE the idea of him going on holiday with FOUR OTHER GIRLS, and one other guy. and FOR TWELVE DAYS. damnit. and it just so happens to be at the time when our holidays are the same. and he's not there. it's hard enough as it is. who knows how my next sem timetable is gonna turn out? it may turn out that we can't even meet at all. then what am i gonna do. i will seriously cry my eyes out.

DAMNIT. jakarta and bali isn't exactly safe either.

i think i sound petty :( shit man. shall just have to live with that. sigh.

TWELVE WHOLE FREAKING LONG DAYS? with four other girls and no adults?

sigh, study first. PPCM and i'm not ready for it. SHIT MAN.

seems like all my posts recently are so sad and angsty. ahhhh. hopefully the holidays will cheer me up :) especially with baracuda!