:/

last day of work tomorrow. i'm sad actually. you never realise what beautiful things you once had till you've actually lost it, for good.

so there it goes.

one more week of holiday till school starts. i don't really like my new timetable.

i feel so.. weird. i don't wanna start school. i don't wanna graduate. i don't wanna do anything.
i seem to have lost you already, no one to blame but myself.
and more than anything,
i'm scared shitless.

i thought, but i thought wrong.

why does growing up have to suck so bad?