pshaw.

feeling so insecure. very nice.

need to improve on my pointe! and get rid of thunder thighs. cos there are people in the audience who are gonna gasp in amazement, cos they never knew someone's thighs could be so big.

sometimes i feel like i need to talk to someone, but no one's there. very good.

so it's okay, just go ahead and live your life and don't tell me, wait for me to ask. cos that's how it works, doesn't it. and have so many things happen, but just keep it in. so the small things don't matter anymore. what i once thought mattered, suddenly seems mundane. seems uninteresting, so why bother huh?

and it has changed.

and my heart has just fallen through the ground.

and the feeling really sucks.

i wonder if this is post menstrual.

this is a very angsty post, directed to no one in particular. i think.

i have to be awake in 4 hours.

sometimes i wonder why i do these kinda things to myself.

so, i need to stop, before, yeah, you know.

forget it.

it's no use.