rehearsal for paquita variations just now. it was goood. but turning with the attitude leg in front, and twice too, is really difficult, it makes me scared. so very scared. but i will work hard. and i will concentrate on myself, on getting better and just feeling it. mmhmm.
i don't like how i look when i'm all out of breath, and sweaty and my face is red. looks real bad in the mirror.
ms mccully told us about one of her friends just now. who just passed away yesterday from cancer. how painful that is. how she had to go through 6 stages of chemo. and how she was actually cancer free for 10 years. so ms mccully was just saying that life is short. you never know what's going to happen. we shouldn't wait to fulfill what we wanna do for too long, because who knows what's gonna happen in the future? i remember when i found out debbie had ovary cancer. she's only 19 this year. it's so damn painful. i'm glad she's okay, and i hope she'll stay okay. gah.
i hope you know that i want to be there for you no matter what. happy or sad. it goes both ways. and that i will always be here for you to talk to me, about whatever, whenever.
i'd like to know, but i don't wanna probe.
so, back to watching center stage 2! ethan stiefel is so damn awesome i can't stand it. wooo. and angel corella can turn like how a cotton candy machine spins out cotton candy. woooo. i like very much.
getting measurements for our costumes tomorrow. we're wearing tutus :)
abstaining from chocolate is very hard :( there's a raisin peanut slab staring at me right now. eeps.
abstaining from fast food is not so bad. woo.
okay, i hope rehearsal goes well tomorrow! i can't wait to see all the other variations!
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