that's just it.

performance today was fun! coolios. but i'm tired. and i bought this tshirt. it'a bit too long. but nevermind. it's adorable.

tania chong, i miss you hell loads. i've never had someone whom i could share so much with. be it happy or sad. someone who'd sing at the top of her lungs with me, laugh at the silliest things, amuse ourselves in weird ways, be emo together, talk deep shit together, just share a lot of precious moments. our lives are so different now, and our schedules so packed and hectic. but i swear you'll still be the first one i'd run to if i ever had any problems or just needed a laugh. i need to see you soon. i haven't seen you in 981341351654875629475 years! :( sigh. this sucks.

sorry, was feeling a tad bit nostalgic.

i'm feeling all over the place. blabber blabber blabber.

royal rangers tomorrow. haven't even read up. damnit

SUE WEI'S LEAVING TOMORROW SHITZU :(

lazy to go to church, but not too lazy to play lan. and then go out till pretty late. might as well just not call. and keep it to short sentences each sms. call me petty or whatever shit, i'm feeling what i'm not supposed to be. i'm starting to not bother, and this was what happened at the start. i'm trying to keep it cool, trying to understand. but when i needed to talk and just wanted to share, you weren't there. it sucks. and you can't even tell.

damn it. just received an sms from jaime, talking about Jesus being your best friend and all that? i guess i need to get back on track. how do i teach like this? and something just stirred in my heart. i think i haven't been putting enough trust, enough faith in Him. i know i've pretty much backslided. ARGH.

I NEED TO START STUDYING. TOMORROW, TOMORROW. I WILL TRY.

AHHHHHHH.

"There's a little truth in every 'just kidding.' There's a little curiosity in every 'just wondering.' There's a little knowledge in every 'I don't know.' And there's a little emotion in every 'I don't care.'"

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what time do i have to wait until. have you ever thought i'd actually be tired? that i had a long day? that i'm DYING to talk to you? it's fine, cool, don't worry about it. just leave it, why don't you.
fuck it la. just go so your own shit, i can't be bothered. that's the worst. i can't even bring myself to tell you. wth is wrong with me.
you know they say what goes around comes around. i believe it now. awesome.