mixed emotions

poly experience performance today! it was, good. i think. was so tired after the performance though. but fun fun. performance tomorrow and saturday!

and fazwan, cheer up! we'll always be here for you :) one band, one sound. haha. and remember! every mondays and wendesdays! hehe.

so, i had IT test today. totally screwed it up. damn. i'm in here not to just have fun alone, but also to ace my exams. i feel as if i'm slowly losing everything, turning into something i don't want to be? not that i'm totally changing, i guess just in terms of studies wise, i'm not doing what i was aiming to do. i guess i need to buck up. exams are coming soon. missing lessons suck. i'm missing quite a lot. it's like, i DESPERATELY WANT to perform, but yet, i WANT to go for winnie's lessons. i think i missed a lot. damn. i'm seriously tired, too tired to study. and knowing that a lot of the others are already starting to study, i feel so behind. not good not good. come on bernette! STUDY STUDY STUDY!

i haven't seen cynric in the longest time :( i don't even know when's the next time i'm seeing him. sigh. i feel unfair, cos my schedule's packed. damn.

i'm dying without tania, seriously.

i can't even remember what i was gonna blog about. damn.