too much going around.

i shall run away soon.

so easy to trust, so easy to tell. so easy to lose trust. what for trust then.
looks like i was right all along. should have just left it. the letter didn't mean shit. it was just, superficial satisfaction. have the guts to ask me personally. if you don't, don't blame me.

and then, i seem to have lost a friendship that goes way way wayyyyyyyy back. really. don't tell me our friendship is not worth more than a relationship? after so long? really. so we're just not gonna talk then. you were the one that i could turn to. even if we didn't talk for months. seriously. are we just gonna throw everything away? i'm actually worried about you.

feeling very moody and angsty these past few days. maybe i should spend a quiet afternoon by myself soon. don't seem to have the time though.

it's interesting how some people think. how their thoughts can warp and twist and turn into all the little ways to make themselves feel better about the situation. it's interesting how easily people are fooled by outside appearances.