Sunday, November 7, 2010

out of nowhere

so once again, i've wasted my sunday away, slothing around, eating and getting fat, not doing anything productive. till this time, when i realise that i actually have work to do but i can't do it. and i totally forgot but now have no mood for. well, here goes to mugging from tomorrow onwards.

in between all that, have thoughts invade my mind and having their own private war.

i'm too much of a coward to do anything, to admit anything, to start anything. my loss.

too much pride perhaps.

too much angst maybe.

you know, that day, something died inside of me.

i'll never forget.

jeez the internet's being such a bitch.

need to focus. i'm losing my mind over this. really really. and last sem. need to concentrate. need to plan my whole life. ha.

sounds so scary. i don't even know what i wanna do anymore. not much time left.

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