seems to me like i can't take anymore of people leaving. it's as if the airport has become an unhappy place for me. i just can't stand going there anymore. hasn't even been a full year and already, 5 people have left. it's a bit much. but i know, i'd rather study anywhere else than here too.
jeez, i can't imagine if i'm gonna leave. i'd definitely gonna bawl my eyes out. i can't bear to leave anything behind. i'm afraid of starting new somewhere. i'm afraid of not being able to cope. i'm afraid of being too independent. i'm scared of losing my friends. i'm scared of.. well, everything.
i wanted to cry so badly yesterday, but well. too many people around. i dunno. seems like my heart is hardening when people leave. it's always the same old. let's keep in touch, i'll miss you so much. never happens does it. i think i just suck at keeping friends huh.
mmmpfts. very weird moods recently. weird moods that i don't feel like sharing with anyone.
anyhoo, been really exhausted lately. and i dont' know why. i try to sleep early but i still end up being tired. oh wells. weird body of mine.
sorry that had to happen to you :( i'm always here.
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