don't know why.

so tossing and turning in bed didn't help. reading an archie didn't help. so i'm downloading songs.

curiousity is getting the better of me.

hello tania and jo, i miss you terribly. i wish our schedules didn't clash so much.

so many things happening lately! really really.

my brother's leaving this sunday :( i'm very sad, that's like 4 years gone? 2 years was already difficult. imagine 4! ahh! pffffts. harder to talk. oh wells. there's always a reason for everything yes?

cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out
i just didn't know what to do

argh. time pass. nothing to do. i want to sleep but i can't. grrrrrrr. getting angsty here!

okay. things to do during the holidays:
get a job.
spend time with mommy
spend time with you
spend time with tania and jo and other crescent people who are free
spend time with cheryl etc.
spend time with my ballet friends
get a job
stop spending so much.
get a job.
do something useful and productive
cook!
bake?

kay, i'm really frustrated right now. it's like my eyes hurt but i can't sleep. what's the deal yawww! gahhhhhhhh.