what is it?

do you believe in absence making the heart grow fonder?

so dearest cheryl, i feel exactly the same as you, jsut perhaps different people?

you know, i was talking to laura on the bus jsut now, and i realised that at the end of the day, my ballet friends have been the ones that have been there all the time, no matter what, and they're still one of the closest to my heart. nothing beats that. and i just realised, i'd be willing to take a bullet for them.

so, there are so many things happening, and i feel so overwhelmed. it's really frustrating and very tiring.

my brother just came back from the hospital. very nice.

i'm starting to get worried because i'm not even in the studying mood yet, and i already have deadlines to meet, but i haven't started on anything, and i need to do all i can to get a good gpa. i haven't even printed out my notes and i only just bought my textbooks. very good bernette. exactly what you need right now.

because i'm trying to be understanding, but it hurts.

and makes me kinda sad.

anyhoo. ballet is scaring me very much. and thanks to those who have supported me and already bought tickets. makes me very happy that you guys actually care :) now i know who are the ones huh.

and you make me very confused at times.

must be the stupid pms, really.

ms mccully was saying that things always happen for a reason, please let me wholeheartedly believe in it, and perhaps help me to acecpt the way things are, and help me to be able to get around it and live with it. cos it's really really very hard. and i'm trying.

so yeah.