yayyyy, math presentation is overrrr. i'm so glad the game is over already. phew. today, janey sha and i stayed after school to play our math game. wheeeeeeeeeeee. so fun :) i swear each game someone was smelling someone's ass. haha. okay, time to focus on dle! i wanna ace dle!
phew. it's been a helluva past few days. really.
so with everything cleared up, i hope things get better. it's such a contradiction really. there are so many sides to it. yet so many different people have different opinions. whee. it's all about.. compromise? i don't know what i'm talking about. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
sometimes it hurts, but then i tell myself not to be stupid and move on from that idea. just stop thinking about it and it won't affect you. cos the more you think, the more in depth it gets, and more ideas will conjure up in your mind, and your thoughts will run wild, and you'd get nowhere.
got stuck in the bloody lift today. when we got in it was pitch black. like seriously. zomg we were stuck there for what felt like damn long, and the bell didn't work. and it was fucking scary. i swear. my heart's already beating faster while i'm typing this. damn scary okay, i was so damn scared even when i got out of the lift it took me half an hour to stop shaking. janey and sha too. i'm glad i wasn't alone, i wouldn't have just freaked out totally and fainted. i swear. it just kept on going up and down and up and down, i couldn't move, didn't wanna breathe, wanted to close my eyes and scream. argh, my hands feel weak now. eurgh. don't wanna think about it anymore. it's making me damn scared now. sigh.
i'm thankful for having a logical, patient and understanding dad who makes me see things in another perspective, and classmates who are motivated which makes me want to do well too. if not i'd just fail. seriously. and people around me who unknowingly push me to do better just by being them, and friends who encourage me endlessly. i need to snap out of this and really start focusing on my studies. whee.
a smile that melts my heart and makes everything better in an instant, always
dear catastrophe waitress. i like the title. hee. just started reading this book. it seems really interesting. whee. i cannot wait for holidays to come so that i can snuggle with a good book for one day. well, provided i get that one day. i foresee a busy holiday? sorta kinda? gotta spend more time with my mommyyy. menopause is such a shitty thing to go through.
ballet tomorrow!
ITBD tomorrow :(
feels funny using my crumpler! like, just damn weird. like, er. okay, er crumpler. erm er ah, riiiight. haha.
i wanna participate in chingayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. i think. yes i do. haha.
alright, i wanna continue reading my book! it's been awhile i've been able to reach home so early, just relax, not worry about a deadline(for today) and for once, feel lost cos i've got nothing to do. haha. especially since last night was such a hectic night, and this morning was rushy. eeps.
feefiewowzapalooza :)
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